This summer (and most of the year, thus far) has been pretty difficult. There’s been a web of internal struggles regarding lack of career and personal fulfillment, mixed in with emotional strain from my uncle’s passing a couple months ago. But the summer fades as autumn rolls in, kicking me into the last quarter of […]
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Color finds its way onto my lawn, Wild flowers, purple and yellow Peeking through the dried dirt, Waiting to be rained upon Birds above, chirping and calling Having finally returned home Blue skies and clouds like a painting, Revealing what is already known My skin is warm from the sun Awakening the parts idle There’s
February was a tough month for me. Since the wrap of “NOS4A2,” I’ve been plagued with rejection letters and car troubles, which lead to too many days feeling down and locking myself in my room or under the covers. But March is here and my car troubles are over! Still on the job hunt, but
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I am a firm believer of being in a state of change and growth. Throughout our lives we find ourselves again and again in new ways. I’ve spent the last few weeks feeling kind of down and lost. Life has been throwing curve balls at me, left and right. Nothing life threatening or that puts
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For the past few months I worked as a production assistant on a show called NOS4A2, based off the Joe Hill novel. It debuts later this year on AMC. It was my first real position on a production, and I wanted to take the time and talk about it here.
The first week of 2019 down, just the rest of the year to go. I’m a big believer in goal and resolution setting. I think it’s a step in the right direction in order to learn more about yourself and be the dream version of yourself. Sometimes taking a moment to stop and really think
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As I grabbed my coffee from the drive thru window, the first sign of winter appeared: a flurry of snow. It wasn’t the kind of flakes that would stick to the ground, or even last longer than a few minutes, but it was a teaser of what’s to come. I have a greater tolerance for
It’s no surprise that weather impacts a person’s mood. In the past I’ve often experienced this ‘winter depression.’ However, this year I’ve become more appreciative of the cold, and especially snow falling. In my journey of self love and self discovery I’ve made it a point to embrace and enjoy the winter, with the mentality
My relatively good mood and positive attitude for this year has hit its first bump in the road. A bit of drama and a emotional blast from the past have made the past few days hard on my mental space. — I spent a majority of last year struggling with emotional and mental distress. A
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New Year’s Eve used to be my favorite holiday when I was younger. I liked the idea of dressing up and partying just because. I also love the aesthetic – a mixture of all my favorite colors (black, white, gold, silver), and shiny sequins. Also, my first kiss as a teenager happened on the stroke
