Wowwieee! It’s been quite a long time since I’ve written here. I find it very amusing that my last post was written just as the COVID-19 pandemic was getting started. Here I am now, over a year and a half later and the world is still going through it.
But how have I been? … I think I’m doing pretty damn okay. In an old 2019 post I mentioned feeling like I was in a period of transition, and I was right. I feel like a different person than I was in 2019. I feel 100x more like myself. I’m excited about what I’ve done and where I want to go – and I’m confident that it will happen.
During the initial lockdown of 2020, I spent a lot of time doing inner work – healing myself from within. I took the time to really look deep and be honest with myself. What hurts me, what did I feel like I was missing? What did I really want, and why did I feel like it wasn’t mine? Then through spiritual work (whether it’s crystals, tarot, meditation, journaling, positive affirmations, etc.) I started changing my mindset and really choosing me. I stopped seeing myself as less deserving of the things I want and started acting true to myself in a way I never did before. It’s all energy and I know I’m a better person and life treats me better because of all of it. I know I still have a lot of work to do, both internally and externally, but I’m not afraid. I’m excited.
Pretty typical of me, but I always start the new year on a high because I love taking the time to stop. To stop and reflect on the year and be grateful for the experiences, relationships, and lessons I’ve learned. I take them and then some into the next year to make it even better.
After failing for the last 5(?) years … 2022 IS THE YEAR I BLOG AT LEAST ONCE A MONTH!
I have no idea what the content of each post will be, maybe a thought blog of word vomit (like this one haha), or a recap of an awesome experience, or a more polished and personal listicle? hmmm… I’m not sure, but I like the possibilities …